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| These are all the songs that break my heart because of you, or you.
3 Doors Down- Your arms feel like home
Lifehouse-Broken, From where you are, Hanging by a moment, Whatever it takes
Alterbridge- In loving memory
Teddy Geiger- For you I will
Lesley Roy- Unbeautiful, Slow goodbye
Taylor Swift- Breathe, Come in with the rain
Flyleaf- There for you, Broken Wing
Miley Cyrus- Goodbye, Every part of me
Hinder- Better than me
Andrew Landon-Spilling my heart out to you
Taking Back Sunday- All American Classic
Amber Pacific- Gone so young
Will & Catilin- Address in the stars, Even now
Avril Lavigne- Slipped away
Shania Twain- When you kiss me, You're still the one
Lonestar- Lets be us again, Amazed
Kelly Clarkson- My life would suck without you, Already gone
Faber Drive- When I'm with you, Second Chance, Tongue Tied
Bob Carlisle- Butterfly kisses
Billy Currington-Walk a little straighter daddy
&& so many more.
And as the list continues for eons so does the pain in my heart.
I miss you, you were the love of my life Ky.
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Rest in peace daddy.
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| I want to remember the good times we had and be able to smile without feeling any pain.
Heart may I like him? My mind tells me I'm ready for it but your beating like I'm not.
Monday mornings I wake up loving you, Sunday nights I fall asleep wishing I could stop.
Impossible as it may seem I think there's something greater in our story that will shine brighter than either of us expected.
There are numerous moments in my life where I think back and say that I became a better person because of this, though it completely sucked at first. But when it comes to this, I can't. I can truly say that if this wouldn't have happened I would have still been a good person, I would have been a happy person. Not who I am today. So miserable and defeated. So no, this is not worth it, this will not one day make me that person that everyone says you'll become after a lessons taught.
It seems like he's moving on and I like that he can confide memories of you two with me. It makes me feel like I'm helping him move on more..he deserves it..but I also know he deserves you. You were great and he still truly thinks that but since there is nothing he can do..he needs to move on right? I hope that its not hurting you that he is, though I'm sure its not, you always wanted what was best for others not yourself, but if it is, just know that he like the rest of us will always love you till the end of eternity.
On the most random of nights in the darkest of times your face is the only thing that bears my mind.
The feeling of "home." It truly is where the heart lies because it has every security blanket you ever needed wrapped up inside of it. Your mother. Father. Brother. Sister. Cat. Dog. Rabbit. Your eyes will recognize it from a mile away, the different smells coming from the kitchen will catch your nose, or the cologne on your fathers skin. You fall asleep every night with the same pillows and the same blankets in your own warm bed. You constantly hear the same voices and you instantly know when someone news in your home. Then you snap out of your dream and go check to see who it is.
I want to create a world where love only ends in happy ever afters and you and me share moments that will be written down in books.
You're the kind of person that needs to walk instead of run into a relationship because every sprint you make makes this relationship land on its face.
Boy: Your perfect
Girl: I'm not perfect. Perfect means above everything else. And there are a lot of people out there who are just like me.
Boy: Perfect is also subjective, different for everyone and your mine.
Movies show love in ways that people wish love would be like and they wish this without realizing that, that is exactly what love is like, just removed of all the fights.
You are someone that deserves the kind of life I never got to live and I'm not going to be the person that is going to hold you back from all that.
It's hard to express the reasons that we won't ever be together again while still understanding that I will love you every day until the day you stop breathing
When ever my heart beats your name, I hold my breath till my heart races to fast to think.
Your taste is a mixture of mango and lemonade, sweet and mouth watering at first but quickly turns into that sweet-sour that makes my face hurt.
It's nice the way you remember things I've told you some weeks ago. Things that I wouldn't mind if you forgot, but you remembered without me having to give you clues or ask if you knew them, you just knew. I like that.
Maybe its the fact that you are the first nice guy that has come a long in a while that makes me think I want to be with you even though I don't really feel the chemistry that it takes to make a relationship great.
I love reading a great romance book and getting connected and hopeful for the characters and then hating that the end separates them forever. Are those the kind of messages telling us that love isn't there to make a relationship last.
Is it safe to say this is over? Am I allowed to move on and find some one who I can be with endlessly without you coming back to find me and wreck all that I've built.
You are the person giving me the reason to believe that the time will come and I'll be saved from this mess they call heart break.
Given life grants you many things, it never prepares you for the way you feel when you have some one you love more than the air inside of your lungs getting taken a way from you.
If you only knew how much I miss you, maybe you wouldn't have made that decision.
I want to tell you to live your life with your heart wide open but most people would end up calling me a hypocrite for that.
You were the one person I never thought I'd have to miss but lately that's all I know how to do.
After everything that we've been through I still find myself missing every little thing about you.
Are you capable of the kind of love that can take hand holding into a whole new dimension?
I miss those days where you and I were so wrapped up in each other that we didn't notice the years that went by, all we could see was what was in each others eyes.
I think that everyone is lost inside their own nightmare and they're all just waiting to wake up from it.
Today would have been much better if I knew I still had your heart after all this time.
I'm getting caught in the battle between right and wrong and no one can tell who's going to win this war.
Can I tell you how much I miss you without you asking me why? because I feel the reason should be more than obvious.
The only kind of help I need is the kind he can give me but he's no longer here, so I have no where to go.
Don't cry for me, I deserve no tear shed from those beautiful brown eyes.
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| I am working on a post I promise but I'm moving this weekend only to be moving again in June. So its been a crazy as week on top of me having the most horrible cold I've experienced in the past millennium. I may have it posted tonight if I find the creative side but if not Friday night I promise!
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| Sorry for such a freakin delay in posts. Working 40 hours a week on top of school is not the easiest. Heres a post I've been working on for a bit though, I hope you enjoy and if you do, I'd love some feedback from you. I always return em. Hope everyone has a good Valentines and a good weekend. :] ♥
Take your seats, it's time
So start another movie
In the life I like to call "The Adventures of Me"
The opening credits, you
Remained unmentioned
But not out of sight,
Just give me some time
The first scene was never
My best shot anyway
So here we stand, face-to-face
The world flying by us
This isn't the time for
Our oscar nomination
But this scene will always
Be my favorite of all time
So here's the climax
You've been waiting for
Not exactly what you expected
But it adds to this plot
As it starts to thicken
You see whats been foreshadowed
I can be so predictable when
I'm unprecedented
So here we stand, face-to-face
The world flying by us
This isn't the time for
Our Oscar nomination
But this scene will always
Be my favorite of all time
So here's the ending credits
In order of appearance
And while you're last it's
Because you're the one I'll never let go
So here we stand, face-to-face
The world flying by us
This isn't the time for
Our Oscar nomination
But this scene will always
Be my favorite of all time
Because of you
Because of you
Because...it's you
^That is a song, not a bunch of different quotes I wrote. So read it as one, thanks.
*Sigh*
His laugh will make your heart smile bigger than the one on your face.
His ways of making you smile will mean everything to you.
I feel like you might still love me and your just not expressing it for the matter of looking to weak or too wrapped around someone who isn't around anymore but if I'm still the only girl and will always be the only girl that you loved that much, let me know by expressing it in whichever way you can. I promise you I'll be okay if you do and I promise that if you look weak, I'll try and make you strong again.
Don't waste any time you have to spend with him, you can be positive about forever one day and saying goodbye to it the next.
I want to experience hate. Completely, irrational, real hatred. Maybe that will feel better in my heart than love has.
Many hearts are getting shattered while others are getting pieced back together and while your waiting for your turn, make it all worth it.
Its funny how any normal song that is played on the radio a hundred times gets on my nerves but when I hear a song that reminds me of you and is played even more, I don't get sick of it.
What happens when all the stars in the sky fall down and your light at the end of the tunnel is finally burned out?
Nothings easy; Everyone tries to be happy, but give in quickly to being sad. Everyone says forever, but no one commits to it.
You know its pathetic when you only hear the first few seconds of a song that reminds you of him and you already have tears in your eyes.
I'd give it all up but I think you can save my life from this crash.
My disease isn't a cancer nor influenza its more of an already broken heart on top of a broken soul.
I think I'm spending to much time looking for you yet you say I'm right in front of you but I look at you and I still can't seem to find you.
I want something beautiful to happen. The kind of moment where a smile enters but never leaves my face, where my heart beats both fast and slow at the same time. The kind of moment that creates magic.
Is there some way I can just walk away from this cause if there is wheres the exit? and don't tell me there is a hidden passage that leads to it.
I don't know why we can't just dance the night away when the musics been calling our names.
Tomorrow's the day that my smile will become someone else's heart melting sight.
They all tell me they can still see you inside of my eyes. That my aura shows nothing but my love for you. And my words speak of nothing but hidden messages for you.
Here we are now with nothing but a sheet between us and a lonely pair of hands looking for something to hold on to.
If you need to beat something, beat meat not me. If you need to yell, yell off a mountain top. When you get drunk stay out until your sober again. Don't make me suffer for the pains you want to release. I'm a child not a punching bag. I won't heal.
You love me yet you abuse me. Maybe not physically but definitely emotionally. And I consider that a bigger tragedy.
Down the line talking to you might become a mistake but every chance I get to do it makes for a better chance that I won't in the end regret it.
Call me unrealistic but I think I can see it now. One day I will be happy without you.
I hated that when you came into my life you came without warning. I wasn't looking for love but here you were standing in front of me with that quiet guy attitude and open heart waiting for me to walk in and once I did you didn't lock the door, so I got out.
I think I'd be okay with living my life alone. I mean, am I really alone? I have family and I have friends that I talk to on a day to day basis. My career brings me a lot of happiness and my animals are always there when I come home. So do I need you or any other guy to make my life complete? I don't think I do and I think I'm finally okay with that.
I use to be the girl behind all of your lyrics. But now I'm the girl listening to them getting played to someone else.
Today I experienced new things. Things that I always told you I was going to do, and I always told you I wanted you next to me when they happened and though you weren't I found it strange that every second those things started happening your song came on as if you knew I needed you there with me, some how, some way.
Thats all for tonight.
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| Hey, New post. Little something something for the week. Having a rough time with things but they are sort of better. Class starts tomorrow, as does full time hours for work, eeek. Will post when I can. Leave feedback and I'll always return the favor. Love, me.
On with the quotes. :)
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So I guess this is it...Our love story is finally ending and my heart is completely breaking.
I'm tired of screwing up, I'm tired of feeling so down. I'm tired of me having a few ups and more downs. I'm tired of life without you and I'm tired of admitting it.
If I were a month, I'd be July
If I were a day of the week, I’d be Tuesday.
If I were a time of day, I’d be midnight.
If I were a planet, I’d be Mercury.
If I were a sea animal, I'd be a Dolphin.
If I were a direction, I’d be Northwest.
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a Chair.
If I were a liquid, I’d be Strawberry Lemonade.
If I were a gemstone, I’d be a Ruby.
If I were a tree, I’d be a Pine tree.
If I were a tool, I’d be a Hammer.
If I were a flower, I’d be a Daisy.
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be a Lightning Storm.
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a Clarinet.
If I were a color, I’d be Pink.
If I were an emotion, I’d be Paranoid.
If I were a fruit, I’d be an Orange.
If I were a sound, I’d be a scream.
If I were an element, I’d be Water.
If I were a food, I’d be a Poptart.
If I were a place, I’d be a Flowing River.
If I were a material, I’d be Cotton.
If I were a taste, I’d taste like Cotty Candy.
If I were an animal, I’d be a a Kitten.
If I were an object, I’d be a Phone.
If I were a body part, I’d be a Hand.
If I were a facial expression, I’d be a silly face.
If I were a song, I’d be "Never be the same"
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be Flipflops.
--Found the main version of this, but then changed the answers to what I would want.
Dear Pain, I'd like it if you would stop lurking around every corning and embedding yourself inside of me
Who are you? You never seemed to be the kind of guy to just "replace" someone you onced loved so damn quickly, but there you go proving me wrong yet again.
Maybe if I kiss you I'll feel alive again. Maybe.
All I want to do is call you baby again.
If you realise she's wrong for you and you begin to miss me again, then I hope you'll also realise that you'll begin to enjoy disappointment as much as I do.
I know that after you I'll never be the person I once was, but I think after sometime I could be the best version of that me.
Even after you told her you loved her, I was still telling my heart I loved you.
So what if I break down every time I think about you, deep down theres a part of me thats happy.
I wish you were like dejavu so only a small part of somewhere inside of me remembers you but its not enough to give me all those feelings back.
Days go by like weeks while your words are burned into the back of my mind, replaying themselves everytime I think "Today I'll be happy.
Macrophoabia is the fear of long waits. I fear having to wait forever for you to realize what I've known my whole life, that we were meant to be together, always and forever.
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Geliophobia is the fear of laughter. I fear laughing with some other guy and not with you.
I know that this is something that can't be fixed but that doesn't make it any less harder to sleep at night.
Life without you makes me feel like I'm being cheated out of all the things that I had planned to do in life, with you right there next to me.
I try my best to stay guarded but when the time comes I'm an open book with a million things to tell.
You act like you need love to complete yourself when in all actuality you don't.
I love working but only because I want to feel purposeful, to feel needed, and successful because after you left I forgot what all those things felt like.
Since it seems you can be happy without me, maybe that means I can be happy without you too.
I'm angry about all the years that are now erased just because I couldn't be the bigger person and let it all go when it should've been.
I'm not abandoning you, I'm just introducing you to heartbreak at its finest.
I've been running for way to long just hoping that I'm one step away from being with you again, but knowing this road never ends.
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